Day 15 –> 20 Me!
Well, I just realized how easily jealous I get.
As I have told you, there’s this guy… from somewhere that I have been keeping an eye on for sometime. And, we’re not going out or anything but we’re friends… I guess. Heck, we’re not even that close — okay, truth be told.
I’m too shy that all I get to say to him everyday is, “Hey! Goodmorning” and “Goodbye!” as if that’s not foolish enough, try not talking to a guy that sits beside you or behind you everyday!
I don’t exactly want US to be together together… I just, don’t want him to be with anyone else. And I hate it when anyone talks about him, even lesbians with girlfriends and guys, mind you!
You see, I’m too possessive of someone that isn’t mine. And I keep all this stupid feelings inside cos I don’t know what the hell I’m supposed to do with them.
Personal matters are the worst. I feel selfish. NOoooooooooooooooooooooo!!! I want to figure this out.